N397; the city of dreams;

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Stone by Stone

our shepherd given me an instruction
which is..
TO SHOW THAT THIS BLOG ISN'T DEAD

read this:
STONE BY STONE
I have wall you cannot see
Because it's deep inside of me.
It blocks my heart on every side
And helps emotions there to hide.
You can't reach in,
I can't reach out,
You wonder what it's all about

The wall i built that you can't see
Results from insecurity.
Each time my tender hear was hurt
The scars within grew worse and worse.
So stone by stone,
I built a wall,
that's now so thick it will not fall.

Please understand that it's not you---
Continue trying to break though.
I want so much to show myself
And love from you will really help.

So bit by bit,
Chip at my wall,
Till stone by stone it starts to fall.

I know the process will be slow---
It's never easy to let go
Of hurts and failures long ingrained,
Upon one's heart from years of pain.
I'm so afraid
To let you in;
I know i might get hurt again.

I try so hard to break the wall,
But seem to get nowhere at all.
For stone upon each stone I've stacked,
And left between them not creak.
The only way
To make it fall is imperfections in the wall.

I did the best i could to build
A perfect wall, but there are still
A few small flaws, which are the key
To breaking through the wall to me.
Please use each flaw
To cause a crack
To knock a stone off of the stack

For just as stone by stone was laid
With all my hurt and pain,
So stone by stone the wall will break
As love replaces very aches.
Please be the one
Who cares enough
To find the flaws, no matter what.

dun you guys think that this is like something which will happen to all the backslided
and those who have drieven away from god

people start to feel that God dun know them,
god did not give them what they wan
god did not see through their heart
hence, they feel that they did not know him that well
so, they start to close the door of their heart to him
start to build wall in their heart

but actually, most of them,
they hope that god will once again open their heart again
because they are feeling down, they are facing soemthing which make them feel that
"GOD IS THE ONE"
but they just HOPE and did not do anything,
do they think that god will do what they want?
therefore, they start to feel that god is hurting them becoz he did not give them wat they want
even if they HOPE so much

but to all those friends
had you guys ever believe in him?
had you guys start to pray and talk to him?
believe,
one day, god will go in to break down the wall of your heart
becoz all of you are his child
are there parents who dun care about their own child?

with love
CYRA
(my post will always be SUPER LONG ~o~)

Saturday, August 23, 2008

THIS BLOG IS STILL ALIVE!:D

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Fun Shots i made!!

Discovered this website that can do amazing stuff!!! woah!! interesting!! :)
So while you are bored and tired of studying, you can enjoy the pics and have some fun!! :)

Love you guys! :)